Fuck, what am i to do?
Its not like i planned this to happen, but the thing is, IT DID. Im not happy with it, but im not going to work myself up about it.
I KNOW WE'RE NOT A FUCKING COUPLE, it aint my fault... well maybe partly
but its not fair, its not fair asking what hes asking. I DONT WANT TO DO IT THAT WAY, Ita against everything i am. while he makes a good point, its a consequence we have to take.

my head hurts, write later