havent done you know, this blog in such a long ass time! and i know its pretty much me that reads this but oh well =D at least i know that i can put my thoughts and feelings without anyone getting all bent out of shape so Woo Hoo! but anywho.
well things have changed from me and "the one" i finally had the guts to let go myself, i didnt wait for him to get so mad @ me for him to just leave. i feel relieved yet so empty now
i mean then it was ok when we were together cause i knew one day he would be coming back. and now that hes going to iraq it was just like "WHOA" and what not, and the dream of us was just speeding away from me...
ill finish laterz