so im still confused, im still scared, im still mad, im angry, i didnt realize how angry i was until i thought about it, if im so much better than this, then why do i feel like shit, why cant i get over it? why cant i MOVE ON, i tell myself this all the time, but i want ugh.

save me? i need help, i want help, im beggin
::breath in, breath out::
::inhale, exhale:::

i want to scream, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH